We made it

I should be so use to the feeling of walking upto the counter at Melb IVF to collect my slip and then take a seat and wait for your name to be called, but I still get so damm nervous and end up having to have a pee lol. My Dr called my name and mum & I walked in to be told that we had 2 embrio's, I was so relieved and happy and even better knowing that we still have one on ice. I can't believe it's the first 2 they pulled out and they survived.
The next step was to get in that dreaded chair and open wide!! They put our 2 embies up on the screen and mum was amazed to look at them, then before you knew it they were inside of me and it was over. All as I wanted to do was get home and lie down lol.
I never thought that I would have to go through all this again or if I did it would be for our second child, although by rights this is our second child but I think you get the drift. It just felt so weird with not having Hubby there, he's normally there for all procedures but not this one.
I'm feeling a bit lost I guess whether it was to soon to have transfer after our loss in Feb and ~Chloe's~ due date being so close, but is it ever going to be the right time and I don't know if this makes sence but I think having ~Chloe's~ little bro or sis inside me makes me feel that bit closer to her again. I just so miss her and guess always will, but was so glad my mum was with me today!