The End

Well I keep asking myself every single time "what have I done so wrong in life"!! I woke up this morning and there was af not full force but a little and enough to make me burst into tears. DH told me to go back to bed and he just cuddled me, there was no way I could go to work, so I just sat on the couch all day and went in and out of tears.
I so wanted this and I didn't feel like af was coming at all. I feel like another piece of Chloe has gone and its never coming back......the pain I can't describe and my head just feels like its about to drop off.

I have a feeling that there won't be too many more IVF cycles due to the money situation.....lack of it and I cant see it getting any better in the near future, unfortunatly we just have to many commitments!!