Another Day

             
 

 

First day back at work today, was still sore but managed to stay in my office for most of the day.  We got a letter from Melbourne IVF and all 17 embies made it to freeze, so we have our own little football team!! 

 I am scared, but in a way I feel numb almost like I don’t even feel like I have been through the injections, the retrieval and transfer. I have to stop myself and realise I have a little one blob inside me and its trying to make a home.  In the back of my mind I wonder how much longer we can keep going financially, I am scared that there’s going to be a point were I am told we can’t afford to do it anymore. But then there’s that selfish bit of me thinking that we now have 17 little ones in the freezer and no one is going to take them from me or tell me we can’t afford to use them …… is that so wrong??