One Year Ago

Well the start of a difficult few weeks, today one year ago my dreams were shattered as my waters broke at 14w5d. you had no say in it, no choice no nothing and you know what either did I.  I stayed in bed like they told me but everytime I moved or stood up more fluid came out, I prayed and prayed that the hole would mend and you would be safe but it was not to be.  With every ultrasound there you were in cased in a sac with nothing to help you develop or grow, but you were still moving your little legs and arms around to show me you were there.  I’m sorry my little sweetheart that your life began and ended this way. 

We also lost another member of our family this week.  On Thurday we lost our dog Taliga after 13yrs, as much as we had our differences (she was my DH dog way before we got together) I still loved her a lot.  Will miss you Roofski!!