What's been happening??

 I have been MIA from mmy Blog for a while which I explained in my last post....so whats been happening in that time.....

Well we thought for some silly reason that we were pregnant as I was over 2 weeks late.  I have PCOS so my cycles were all over the place but since loosing weight (17kg or 37lb), they started to become regular but for some reason this one went on vacation for a while.  I have no idea why I would even think I could fall pg naturally, there would be more chance of it raining money before that happened.  It actually hit me a little bit to the point I said to hubby it felt like a BFN from a IVF cycle and they hurt.  I don't think it's helping that I am so craving another child and just don't think it's going to happen, I think its being pushed into please don't ask me because I don't want to say no to you as I know all the crying etc your going to go through pile. So I think I'm not asking him so I don't have to start the grieving process iykwim.

My baby boy started normal playgroup.  He has been attending premmie playgroup once a month but since the fires here there was no where I could take him and now the school has been rebuilt they are catering for playgroup.  So every Tuesday morning he goes.  Last week was his first day and I think he was a little overwhelmed at all the other little people around.  It took him a bit of time to relax and walk around himself but still being under 2 there's not really alot they can do for themselves yet and all he wanted to do was open and close doors.  I am still trying to work out what that fasination is no matter how many times the fingers are jammed!!

And talking about my baby boy I can't believe he is 21m or 17 1/2m corrected.....where the heck did that time go, I mean its only just feels like we just got him home from his 153 days in NICU.  The terrible 2's have started and I have sussed him out now and know when to just ignore it or put a stop to it.  My favorite thing is the tantrums on the floor, I have nearly wet myself laughing several times.

This is him playing on the bifold doors, he's inside and I'm out....he wasn't happy lol.  I just love him to death and am so glad he was sent to me.

As I mentioned I have lost more weight and I am the happiest I have been in along time.  I am wearing nearly 3 sizes smaller than what I was on the bottom and 3 szs smaller on the top.  I am a little disappointed with this winters fashion as it seems like the clothes are meant to be non fitting and baggy and when you have been wearing clothes like that for most of your life to hide the fat, the last thing you want is not to be able to show off what you have lost.  And in saying that this season fashion sux bigtime!!  One thing I got very exciting about though is I finally could fit into knee high boots of the shelf instead of having to find and pay through the nose for big calved ones!!  Only a big calved woman can understand how that would feel.

Finally this area is starting to get some colour back after the bushfires.

I love this time of year and this was one of the reasons we moved up here.  The whole town use to have these beautiful Autuum colours.  They are very slowely returning but it won't ever be seen the same again in my life time but I know it will return.

So that's about it for now, if I think of anything else I missed which knowing me I will off, I will post tomorrow.