September 2006

September 28, 2006

Blabber

I finished the pill last night, so its getting closer. I have only suffered one headache from the syranal spray so far but I have to admit I have never felt so tierd in the afternoons since I was pregnant and its really effecting my emotions, but I guess thats what you expect when you get pumped full of hormones. I'm tipping the hormones are struggling to deal with it too, I can just picture them all running around with tissues on one hand wiping away their tears lol.


I have so many mixed feeling flying around right now, its like I want to get to transfer but I don't cause what happens if it fails and knowing I always respond better to fresh cycles better than frozen I just wanna by pass the FET's and stop wasting money. Oh here I go again wiping out the cycle before I get to it, guess it comes naturally after 7 transfers and a loss of my 16 week Angel.


Thought I might post this, so if your good with emailing and expressing your discust this might be a good one:


John James to ban IVFDanielle CroninThursday, 28 September 2006Fertility and other reproductive health treatments have been banned at theACT's largest private hospital by the new Catholic Church owners.John James Memorial Hospital is expected to announce today that the LittleCompany of Mary, which operates Calvary Hospital, will take over the runningof the Deakin facility. Both parties would not comment on the deal yesterdayJohn James management has told Canberra Fertility Centre and Sydney IVFCanberra the only clinics of their kind in the ACT that the hospital'soperating theatres will be off-limits to women undergoing a crucial part offertility treatment in a change that has been blasted by IVF and healthspecialists.They have been told procedures to retrieve women's eggs can no longer beperformed at the hospital from October 6. About 400 women every year undergothis procedure in the ACT every year.The Little Company of Mary is opposed to IVF, abortions and sterilisation ofmen and women because of its religious beliefs.John James Memorial's board has been considering bids to buy the businessafter it was publicly revealed in June that the hospital was in financialstrife.Little Company of Mary will own two of the three private hospitals orcontrol 75 per cent of the private hospital beds in the ACT if the sale goesahead.The Australian Competition and Consumer Commission has conducted an informalreview and concluded the sale "would be unlikely to result in a substantiallessening of competition". But it is understood that several doctors havesince complained to the consumer watchdog about the restrictions on servicesif Little Company of Mary takes over.Canberra Fertility Centre scientific director Chris Copeland said yesterdaythat the organisation had been at John James for 20 years but received twoweeks' notice of the "bizarre and absurd" change.The clinic's specialists performed about 230 egg retrieval procedures everyyear on about 170 women undergoing IVF.The change would affect women already on the fertility program, potentiallydrive up the cost of treatment and cause anxiety."I cannot for my life of me understand why the new owners of the hospitalcould not have turned around to us and said, 'Well look, this is ourattitude and we'll give you until the new year to find alternativearrangements'," Dr Copeland said. "I could have lived with that, that wouldhave been the way to do it. But this business of you're out in two weeks isjust crap, it really is crap."Dr Copeland said they had been "running around like headless chooks" to finda short-term solution.National Capital Private Hospital did not have theatre space but Caps Clinica plastic surgery centre in Deakin had made available a procedure room forboth Canberra Fertility Centre and Sydney IVF Canberra.


So sad what our world is coming too!!

September 22, 2006

Our Bodies & Drugs

Yesterday was day one of Syranal, gotta love the sniffing twice a day and yep got the headache that goes with it!! Day 2 and so far so good. Its amazing how we put our bodies through all this crap, pumping chemicals through and through and it just responds (well I guess I am one of the lucky ones that it does). I often wonder what our insides are saying when the first injection or first spray is done not to mention the fat gene's that seems to think party time and add a few more kilo's to the scales. Then we put ourselves through daily injections, our ovaries being force feed juice to make it work overtime being pushed to the limit and you can almost hear them breathe a sigh of relief when its all over, almost like smoke coming out of a over heated engine.

We haven't told our families yet that we are cycling again and not sure when or if we will. Its just so hard sometimes telling them as you don't really get alot of reaction out of them. My mum's is "oh ok" and is just like please don't get too excited about the whole thing. I know dad is happy for us but he sort of keeps things to himself and was hit hard when we lost Chloe.

I had 2 weeks holidays and was on the weight loss thingy, managed to lose 1.5kg but now I'm back at work I'm eating like a friggin pig again. I just don't know how to stop lol and I so wanted to lose weight before my next cycle but as usual I just can't follow through.

For those that don't know how to post on my Blog cause of the change you can do it through Other or Anon. I am trying to get this sorted out and move homes but am having a bit of trouble moving this blog to the new one.

September 18, 2006

Need a new home

I am think of changing Blogger homes so if anyone can recommend a place and give me the instructions on how to transfer it all across I would be very much greatful.
I love my Blogging and miss it so much, I can still post but I can't hear back from you all. They have really stuffed this up!!

Ok as fo me I am half way through my pill, very moody, teary and thats just me getting up for my first day at work after finishing 2 weeks holidays lol.

September 14, 2006

Blogger Problems

I don't know whats going on but a couple of you have contacted me regarding not being able to post or ead my blog. Well thanks to Blogger Beta version you too can have these problems and you know what you can't change back & there's no one to help you either!!
I miss you all!!

September 12, 2006

Things About Me

Things About Me

Place an X by all the things you've done or remove the X from the ones youhave not, and send it to all of your friends (including me). This is for your entire life:-

(x) Smoked a cigarette.

(x) Drank so much you threw up in a parking lot ... Mmmm does the drive way count?? hehehe

( ) Crashed a friend's car.

( ) Stolen a friend's car.

(x) Been in love.

(x) Been dumped.

( ) Been laid off/fired...

(x) Quit your job

(x) Been in a fist fight - With my sister

( ) Snuck out of your parent's house .. hell yes... who hasn't

(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back

( ) Been arrested?

( ) Gone on a blind date.

(x) Lied to a friend - Would be lying if you said no

(x) Skipped school

( ) Seen someone die

( ) Been to Canada.

( ) Been to Mexico.

(x) Been on a plane.

(x) Been lost.

( ) Been on the opposite side of the country and world(country - not the world)

( ) Gone to Washington, DC

(x) Swam in the ocean.

(x ) Felt like dying.

(x) Cried yourself to sleep.

( ) Played cops and robbers.

( )Recently colored with crayons

(x) Sang Karaoke.

( ) Paid for a meal with only coins....

( ) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't.

( ) Made prank phone calls.

(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose.

(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.

(x) Danced in the rain.

(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus?

(x) Been kissed under the mistletoe.

(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about.

(x) Blown bubbles.

( ) Made a bonfire on the beach.

(x) Crashed a party.

(x) Gone roller skating

( ) Gone ice skating.

Any nicknames? Shazzy, Sweet checks, babe, Shazza, Shazby, chunky butt
What is your favourite drink? Schmirnoff mixers, wine, cocktails (if I'm not paying), most mixers.

Tattoos? 0

Body Piercings? Ears

How much do you love your job (1-10) 5

Favorite vacation spot?

Been to Africa? No

Ever steal any traffic signs? No

Ever been in a car accident? Yes

Salad dressing? French Dressing - plain but I love it

Favorite pie? Plain meat

Favorite number? 6

Favorite holiday? Vanuatu, Italy, France, Amsterdam

Favorite food? Thai, Seafood, Macadamia & Pecan nuts

Favorite day of the week? Friday Night, Saturday

Favorite brand of body soap?

Favorite TV Show? Greys anatomy, All Saints, Desperate House Wives

Favorite Smell? baking bread, incents, Baking muffins/biscults

Favorite Sound? Rain on a tin roof

What do you do to relax? Play on the computer, have a bath, be with my hubby.

Message to your friends reading this? I love you guys lots and honestly don't know how I would cope with things going on in my life without you. MMMWWWWAAAAAA

Where do you see yourself in 10 years? House wife, with a family of 2 dogs, a cat and hopefully a 9 yr old child.

What do you do when you get bored? I love board, cause I often don't get time for it.

Furthest place you will send this message ? USA

Who will respond the fastesest? MMMMMM

Least likely to respond? Again, MMMMMMMMMMM

September 11, 2006

Arrgggggggggggg Blogger

Well I don't know what the hell Blogger has done but if you change to the Beta version you now can only post on peoples Blogs who haven't changed over by using annon or other.........yay good one, did ya think of telling us first.

September 07, 2006

I Started Cycling

Well as of yesterday I officially started cycling!! Last night was my first pill and a very long 6 weeks to go lol. This will be our 4th Fresh cycle or our 8th transfer and if we are lucky enough to conceive and have a beautiful miracle then it will be our last cause I can't do this forever, I think I have aged 20 yrs in 4yrs.

I'm not really sure what else to post being at the begining of your cycle your sort of in no mans land, so the next 3 - 4 weeks will sort of be nothing but dribble. But then you never know lol I may find something exciting to talk about!!

Oh I started watching the old weight thing YES AGAIN!! I want to lose some kg before I go for transfer and so far 1.5kg in 4 days so I'm pretty happy with that.

I have an idea, may work or it may not lol, but if anyone has a question about anything just ask away. Can be about my childhood all those millions of yrs ago or infertility or just anything. (This could be dangerous lol)

September 04, 2006

Fathers Day

Yesterday was Fathers Day in Australia, so I bought my DH a card and pressie from his little Angel Chloe. It was beautiful to see him have a little cry and I know he misses her.

~~~~~~~HAPPY FATHERS DAY BABY!!~~~~~~~

We went to my parents place for lunch/dinner and both of us were full of cold, so off we went with a box of tissue's and a bottle of wine. Nath had a good day and he even braved grocery shopping at 7 o'clock at night (thankyou baby).

We'll AF arrived Saturday and I start the pill on Wed for a month and then start my injections........I'm on my way woo hooooooooo!!

Oh one more thing ... I'M ON 2 WEEKS HOLIDAYS!!!!!!